weird that im back.
you know, mia-ing for two weeks felt like two months.
and i realize that i hadnt been wearing home clothes out for more than a week.
clad in that black robinson's polo tee and black pants and black pumps
makes me feel so black..hahh. k whatever..
been so long since i went online too.
cudnt find the time because im only home at night to sleep.
and folding clothes at expo is a nightmare.
it's like a never ending job and im glad it has all ended.
now just waiting for the pay to come.
robinsons pay and also wildwildwet.
i had been in a boring tired dull kinda mood this few weeks.
ignoring the laughters and dont even feel like blogging actually.
nvm. im just damn tired. and these days the shitty feeling came back.
had been reminscing abt the past too much.
even in public and tears started to spill out.
and knowing another guy.
i mean his fine and all except one major turn-off point abt him.
that one terrible night makes me think twice abt him sometimes.
his great and all but its just not the same. thats why.
everytime i felt like trying to be in a relationship,
i'll end up thinking abt the past.
it always comes back haunting me.
i know its hard getting that kinda feeling back
but oh well whats over is over.
damn. my eyelids heavy oredi.
of course la...woke up at 7am.. been that way since last 2 wks..
cannot tahan..but nw i can enjoy again..
enjoy b4 sch reopens..yeah..
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]