Too much feelings today and i felt so tired and traumatized right now.
After all, it's another day of work.
And another day of being alone during break time. Sad uh.. Haha..
Ok. I really don't feel like laughing right now.
Just got back from my friend's place although not that close
but still.. no words can describe what i feel now.
Maybe traumatized..
Wani got sack from wildwildwet and that was funny. Hahh..
So im alone again in that bloody work.
And then again i felt like punching all the customers at robinson's..
You know why?Because i have to fold n fold n fold the clothes
and yet it's still bloody messy.. Because the customers just took all the
nicely fold clothes and throw it in the bin. Fuck la..
And after cleaning up, the most shocking news yet reached me.
His death was too sudden and all the memories of him flood back to my head.
All the zouk moments, void deck moments, keep seeing him in the bus moments..
and there someone was telling me , " die da meninggal dunie."
I felt too shocked and suddenly felt cold and all.
At his blk, seriously it seems like an East Spring reunion.
Some like normal some crying..
Just felt odd though and the news still cant be accepted in my head.
I just dont want to but i have to. Ya noe what i mean..
His close friends must have felt even double the traumatized than i am.
Well, I cant comment much. ill just end it here..
dont wanna think too much anymore.. nitez!
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]