i'm starting to lose all faith in you.
And from the way i see it, i don't think you'll ever make it anywhere.
A guy who would rather go to jail than paying a $200 fine
is like a fucking dumbass, ok.
Sometimes when you tell me all your problems,
i wondered should i tell you what's right.
But i know better than to say that.
Because you don't want to listen.
You don't. And you think that everytime you pray,
with all that setan in your body,
all the sins you did,
god will forgive you?
I'm not saying that i'm god.
I'm not saying that god is not forgiving.
But what i know is that you only pray
when you are in great trouble,
when you are filled with too much problems to handle.
And when all the problems had ended,
god you put aside.
Tell me why should god help you then.
I don't see the point.
Let's just say since you are doing too many shit now,
might as well put your ambitions aside.
Cause you're not gonna make it.
Let me tell that to your face,
unless you're saying money falls from the sky
or you win big in a lottery.
Fuck that ambition when you're going to jail.
Fuck that prayer when you fuck girls like nobody's business.
Fuck your brains for not thinking enough.
Fuck your life for all the miseries you're creating for yourself.
I know you're thinking who am i to you
to say all this about you..
But i'm telling you i am someone who see's reality
the way it is, who see's life the way it should be.
i don't live in fantasies my dear,
that's why i'm telling you to WAKE UP.
I'm telling you all this because i still care for you.
And i know deep down you're one of my precious one.
Please, please stop all this.
See it for yourself..
Try seeing your future..
What job's wants you?
Drugs, N Lvl, Ex convict, tattoos..
And all that shit is just pulling you towards hell anyway..
Go and think la.
You don't live forever.
You don't own this world.
Go do something about your miserable life.
( i hope reading helps better.)