Been in such a restless motionless blank state these days.
I kept wondering what's on my mind till it hurts.
Ever since hanging out with my RP friend at Pasir Ris Central.
Everything stays that way till now, the blankness.
I know that i have alot of shit going on these few days.
But somehow i don't feel the need to rush into things or start
panicking over them either. It's like my brain is fucking dead, i swear.
It was dead till i realize i was studying for ftt. Haha!
Ok. Whatever it is. Basically, everythings a fucking blank and it make me
so bloody restless.
Ouh well, 2 days ago we went starbucks at night.
That's all i remembered. Thanks to Emmy for the drinks.
But i can't remember what i did before going to starbucks. Hmm..
And yesterday, err where the heck did i go..
Ouh! Woke up early and went Tamp Mall with Murni to buy her kak sedare present.
Then head home, then to Murni's then to StJames.
At stJames the only great thing is the crowd and the drinks.
But hell, the music sucks! And the whole cupids massaging freaks me out.
I dunno. Looking at the cupids from the VIP area and drinking some beer.
And all im seeing is fluffy wings on the cupids the shape of a heart.
And massaging people while following the beat of the music.
Just thought i could throw the bottle of beer from on top and land it on their heads. =).
The free flow was great because i thought i was just drinking orange juice and raspberry. The food look so bloody nice and i took a whole plate of it.
In the end, tk abez suro org abezkan. Hahaha. Because the taste abit weird liddat.
i think with the drinks and all, it just doesnt feel right.
Anws overall stJames was ok except the fact that i've to go home early.
By 11.50 baru nk jln. Denga2 sempat dpt last train. Haha.
Yeah fucked up and we have to take the bus.
Boring ride without music.
Got home and studied for ftt.
I don't know what gets in my mind.
It felt like i was reading and reading and nothing gets in my head.
So frustrating. But its so weird that this morning at cdc,
i felt like i could answer the qns's quite easily even though i fail. Haha.
Just e-trial. No worries.
Now have to siap to go for murni's kak sedare wedding.
Head home and head for downtown at night for a drinking session. Yeah.
Tired but would try to keep myself awake for the drinking part. Hahh!
Chivas ok.. =) Bye.
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]