As a matter of fact, i can't help but lie to everyone.
Im so sorry, i didn't mean to.
But I'm just in no mood for whatever..ok that's a lie.
as in im in no mood for erm guys?
They would call and call.
The different guys that im not interested in even a bit.
And worst they got my number from a friend.
Whoever that friend is just don't have the common sense
to ask me permission ferst..
Like im in the bus with my friends, and one of them would call
and i'll come out with the most lame excuse ever..
Like ' oh im still in school doing my project. Busy ya noe..'
and while im saying that people are tapping their EZlinks away to drop
off the bus. and I just fucking hope he wouldn't hear the background noises.
Well whatever. If he hears, he shud fucking know im not even a least bit interested.
And the only people i would entertain if they call or msg right now..
would only be I*** and Wan. Nyahaha..
Wan to update his horrible life on and I*** erm oh well just wish u wud msg.. =)
Just to make me feel better for all the paisey-ness.
Anws i just can't stand it anymore.
Guys whom im not interested in..
Got the cheek to call me all at the wrong time.
Like during a great movie or during my worst moods of the moment.
Ouh Puh-lease. If im evil, i would have literally put down the phone on ya all,
OR block ur numbers OR reject every single call of all of u.
Im serious. Its like i really cant be bothered.
And somehow being in this situation makes me wonder
how the fucking playgirls and playboys manage their life wif diff guys/girls..
And can't believe FYP subject selection is already out for some schools..
and fuck it, i had already shut down my laptop and i've to on again
and check my school email for any FYP shit.
Yeah. FYP.. final year project.. final year..
somehow i cant believe im gonna be out of poly in a year's time. Haha..
that's if i pass all my module..
Ok. So the freaky card games are right.
Really freaky.. i dunno..ade setan ke ape tlg pon tak tau..
Because last Tuesday i ask,' Is I*** gonna contact me in anw in 1 week time?'
And they said YES. which like yesterday i just find it so bullshit.
Incredibly nonsense. Yet today while i was researching resources in school..
There he was.. on msn. Haha. kinda make me relief yet somehow make me think
he has issues not even knowing that ive msg him before. Lol.
But in a way, shit.. the cards are damn bloody accurate. FUCK!
Im actually believing in the cards right now?
Nonono.. it's all a coincidence. haha..whatever it is.
Alaa.. Sume bende whatever la.
Im just only gonna respond to afew pple or stuff anw..
Like I***, Wan, School shit, Family & friends. Yerp basically thats it.
Life runs arnd them anw. I guess.. Hahh..
Ok2. Im gonna finish up the list soon. Maybe by this weekend.. we will see..
Ok time for Reflection Journal..another stupid work from school..
which even though i cabot half way. i haf to deal wif it.. ok2. bye.