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x disturbia Friday, December 26, 2008 8:06 AM
Now i'm really tired.
So yeah, i'll pass it.
The bimbo thing? Wan?
I pass.

Yeah let's make it this way though.
Im the gd-looking unintelligent one yet a very nice girl indeed
and you're the bloody intelligent pretty boy yet such an immature jerk.
So alright, let's pass. Im over it.
Everyone has their flaws so yeah..

And as for Wan, i pass it too.
Do whatever you like, i don't care.
I'd do my own bloody business and you'll do the same.
Well let's just see where this all ends up to aite..

So i fucking sat on my glasses.
The new one infact. And it crack a little.
Really sad. I really love those glasses.
I'm just doing all my favorite old pastimes.
Like watching CSI instead of cartoons.
The CSI thingee.. that was really random..
I used to watch that alot and now im back to watching it.
CSI and whose line issit anyway?.. yeah. great stuff to watch.

I'm starting to read again.
The "smarting" kind of books written by guys.
I just wanna have the feel of how guys think actually.
And i got it well so far.
Like for an instance, I called him spineless & paranoid and
he would go like " that's really not what a spineless paranoid
wants to hear".. haha. typical.
They admit it in heart but they're not gonna go against their ego in anyway.
Guys...guys...

Yeah. I love what im doing now.
It's like im putting myself away from stupid arguments and issues.
And somehow with all this positive emotions,
im really forgiving everything actually. Pretty much..
And the best of all, im feeling like not a waste after all.
Not as dumb and aimless as I had been this past few months.

Infact, when i start reminiscing and think about the past whole year..
i started fucking shit with a bimbo queen by my side.
But now i pass that too. Just wanna do what i wanna do.
And not force myself to go here and there just because i was a little stress or bored.
And push aside the typical guys.
Now i just wanna start anew.

The typical guys who keeps on asking me the same thing.
Or ask me something that im not gonna do at all.
Asking shit like.." Da mkn? tenga uat per?Tak kua?"
" Nak jumper? Nak g pankeng?"..
and this days i really keep myself away from them..
cause everytime they say that..the only thing i had in mind was..
" Nak kene mintak sepak?"..Hahaha..

Yeah. i have a great start with my resolutions after all.
Yeah, that's the way to it fana. Great job!