I can't take this anymore!!
Every SINGLE day i have to lead my life with drama.
if there's more to come.. damn i'm not looking forward to it!
Maybe i should start having resolutions next year.
Maybe that's why life has been sucha haywire all the time.
" Fuck resolutions... Whatever comes, just deal with it... Whatever, shit happens."
You know what? All that if it happens once in awhile is good.
Brings some kick in life right. But all the time??
dammit! it's like someone kicking me every single day till by the end of the year
i have like 365 bruises on me. Yeah! FUck too much drama !! its driving me crazie!
At the start, it's fun ya noe. but as time pass, im just getting tired of it.
and im not looking forward to another drama for the moment.
it makes me paranoid, sad, frustrated.. all the feelings mix around..
from the start of the year to the end, it's still full of drama?
damn, let's recount.
- first time clubbing & some hot indian chinese guy tried to make me drunk & do
stupid things.
- Worst revenge ever which is kenal2 with my own bf's brother. hahaha!
- 2 months being with this matrep & he wants me to nikah with him. fuck!
- Plus, he wants me to go court with him to win over baby's custody.
- which also means my ex is a divorced and had a baby with him. sape nk g lyn?
- Never met a matrep who loves putting dogs in the fridge and squeezing fishes
till the eyes pop out.
- Parents caught me smoking.
- Parents caught me drinking.
- Endless letters from school of fucking poor attendance.
- Worst heartbreak ever over last ex. ( if there's much more worse to come,
i think im giving up on love right now )
- i was at a point of getting strangled by the opposite sex.
- too much crying in public. keep on bursting into tears at the wrong time. in the bus, in class, during presentation, while walking, while trying to sleep..u name it.
- was drag to a beach from a club and this fucker tried to psycho me to do sex with him. nabei!
- saw my own friend in a one-on-one fight. but it's not one on one la. it's actually two-on-one. which means they are chibai sorelosers!
- mom cried in front of me because of all the shit i do. see im sucha a nuisance..
- never felt so much love before it almost drive me crazy.
- 7 waterbombs out of nowhere thrown on me & my ex. but all we can see are trees? - called 999 over a suspicious bag & all we get in that bag are just black clothes, scissors & metal stuff. lol!
- lost a great deal of body mass. 7kg in a week? try beating that!
- my latest maid is a sex maniac, pervert, lesbian, always on the phone, watch tv
when my parents not arnd.. fuck u la!!!!worst maid ever. if i have a gun, i would
have killed u right now!!
- & my previous maid is great at psychoing pple. 2-face fucker!! i dunno how many
jewelry's & cash of totaling to thousands of dollars she stole anw.. and got the
cheek to accuse me & my brothers..
- never knew i could write poems about love. haha!
- drink drink & drink. everyday for a week. then became once twice a week. fuck! since when i like drinking sia..
- first time crying in front of a guy. and to think im full of ego..
- me & my ex on the same bed right beside a couple doing sex. disgusting!
- manage to get on the rooftop of my hdb. i wanted to go to the edge but i was so
scared i would fall off. haha!
- did sex with my beloved in the c*****. im not gonna say it. religious issue beb!
can create riot over this. conferm shit.
i just cant write no more. maybe i'll continue next time. it's an endless list anw.
so that's life SO FAR in 2008. hahaha! i'll finish it up sometime later. when i gt the mood ya..
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]