Thought of finishing that whole list of shitty happenings..
But im just plain lazy and seriously, i don't wanna think of more.
Because more of shitty happenings has just been added in my life.
Greatness! When is this ever gonna end..
So yes, he is losing his memory fast! STM like fuck!!
And words can't come out of my mouth seeing bones protuding out.
Bones protuding out from him, which i'd never thought of back then.
Use to think it's impossible for bones to protude out of that fleshy guy.
But now, if my eyes could buldge out, it would.
I was utterly disappointed that I just can't seem to say anything about it.
Not that i can't be bothered but my mind was a total blank.
All i could do was just answer whatever question he ask.
The guy that shattered my heart, period.
The guy that left me not for another girl, but that thing.
It's sad, you know.
Sad that i'm seeing the guy that i love with all my heart ruining his own life.
I know that i don't wanna walk off on you cause my love for you is still there.
But when i look at you, it just feels so painful that it triggers my mind.
Triggers my mind till I start thinking ' maybe. maybe it's time to go.. '
Worst, the day you called me so suddenly..
I thought there was a glimpse of hope.
Thought you have realize and wanna change for the better.
But yet, i should have known, semangat 2 minute jer..
Making me cry for nothing..
Cry for someone who's ruining his own life.
It's not even my fault and i'm crying. WTF!
I know it shows that i care.
But if i've to follow my heart, ill stay with you.
But if i've to follow my mind, ill leave you for good.
Seriously, i have to face reality right.
Haiz.. I don't know..
Hate making decisions like this.. tough one..
very very tough. haha!
How i wish he would fucking stop and realize that the thing is killing him bit by bit..
How i wish..........
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]