nah! Im just taking my own ride..

x suddenly i feel like being 18. Monday, October 13, 2008 5:03 AM

suddenly like got so many things to post about. haha!

this 2 days i had a really weird thing going on. ok make it 2.
first strangers talk to me all at the wrong time leaving me like gong gong.
second, what's with the 18 thingee ?

right. yesterday i was otw to meeting murni across my neighbourhood.
and yala so i haf to cross the traffic light.
As i was waiting for the traffic light to turn green, I stood there like other's would.
There were people also standing and waiting, as usual.
The guy in pink baju kurong in front of me and a mama wearing black shirt.
Then suddenly SUDDENLY i heard someone shouting , ' U!!!U!!!FANA!!!'.
i like panic awhile la. durh! i look here look there and my heart beat so fast.
i was wondering ' nie org da lame pe tk jumpe aku.. sampai gitu skalie.. '

and guess who? it's wan in a teksi..with the window screen down and half of his body out.
he and his green t-shit waving.. seriously, i was stunned!
for awhile jer, then bile da get back to my senses, i gave the sign ' call me'.
msg tk reply. call ppd kosong. bile nmpk kt lua lambai pekik mcm nk aper..
giler peh laki..laki yg aku rindu giler babi nie.

ok. back to where i was. i look back waiting for the traffic light to turn green.
when the pink guy in baju kurong turn and face me.
' tu laki ****** nyer kan?' ...
then ah.. i like so blank so stunned so i dunno wad.
i gave that gong gong look and go ' ah? ' ..
haha! funny world la..

so i got my dress for mad's chalet turn club with a dress code that i feel so lazy to follow by.
can't wait till the 15th.. woohoo!

ok today we went eat2. n lepak.
first stop was the slipper shop at prime..
and guess who's there..
the one of the girl from the pendek grp from 4t..
i mean my sec sch..
so i murni and zana stood there..
and u noe wad she did.. she give us this look..
like from the corner of our eyes we can see u noe..
this stare mcm kite bayank peh takot gitu..
kening da stoppit.. alamak..and muni was like..
pk kite bynknyer takot pe..
but seriously la. someone yang mintak kene yakdish! jer. haha!!

ok next stop is our eating place.
i eat right until i choke on the tom yam soup.
wah! burning sei my throat. eat ice cream oso not helping.
root beer float oso not helping. so what i did is...
RUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNN all the way to the toilet.
and i vomited. i vomit and vomit so much. all the food like come out liddat.
then gt diz lady who went beside me and wash her hand while looking at me.
then as my eyes faced hers.. she started talking..
' are you ok ? ' and i was like ' ya. im fine '
and then she's like hesitating to say something ya noe..
like what she says could hurt me internally and maybe physically..
and she went , ' erm.. Are you pregnant ? '
!@#*&^&*^()#)*Q(**(*!#@$@
i dunno how to describe my feelings then. It was like what i wrote above. haha!
wth! yes ok fine.what she says is super insulting. like i look like some muthafucking cheap girl
OR i look super adult. zzzzzzz...

then i was gong gong again. that moment.blank..
and i quickly get back to my senses..and said in a nice proper way..
padehal rase macam nk yakdish! muke dier.. haha!
and i went , ' Oh no! Im not pregnant. I choke on something.Tom yam soup it gets on my throat.. and it felt like burning.. '..
and she said like so calmly,' oh! that..u cant try keep on vomitting.go drink some water.'..
ooook! i get it.. zzzzz..what's with the strangers.. lol..

then third stop is lepak.
we went at the mama shop bought crickets.lots and lots of it.
so funny.. the mama must be wondering what we're up to. lol
then we sat at the table near the mama shop and play cards.
and play wif the crickets.. like dumbasses.
then i volunteered to buy the keropok..
kempunan dok!
and it takes about 20 seconds to reach the mama shop..
i was just half way when this grp of guys in baju rayer approached me.
i was like,' what!what!'..
and the guy went,' kak! erm bole mintak belikan rokok tak'..
u noe.. if i was alone there.. i realli realli realli dunno where to put my face sia..
im very the very close to 18 but sadly im not ok!
luckily my friends were there.. there to save my water face.
and i went,' zana. kau bawak ic tak? drg nk beli rkk ah?'..
chey..cam phm sak fana.kirekan ckp gitu kirekan tk bwk ic ah.. hahaha!
so zana bought for them the rokok. wah wad a day!

when i reach home, i went online. so i thought all this shit is over rite..
cause im home. safe and sound..but theres yet to come..
hydd was talking to me about mad's chalet turn club..
and here goes..

- fanana says:
g club agi?
H Y D D deluna. Honest Mistake. says:
thursday gi dblo.
H Y D D deluna. Honest Mistake. says:
anw, nak gi dblo next week?
- fanana says:
aku lom 18 la!!!!!
- fanana says:
haiz
H Y D D deluna. Honest Mistake. says:
ishkkk !
H Y D D deluna. Honest Mistake. says:
aaaaah laaaa !

wah! panas jer.. lepas satu lagi satu..
baru skit ari g shisha mintak ic..
and i was like fucking dumbass.
have to sit in between zana and murni and senyap2 isap shisha.
not even my rokok can pegang..
summore the pekerje keep on eyeing me.wtf!

and wani called me just now.
asking me if we're going shisha tmr..
and i was like tkde duet..sori..
and also the most impt part is..
i wont enjoy if i im not legal and can't smoke tt thing.
haiz.. and she was like.. k2 bdae kau ah kite g..
haha! wani klaka ah kau.. bdae lagi lame cik kak oi!

dala my friends oredi leave me behind for the theory test for car license..
cause my bdae too far behind.. they cant wait.. haiz..
and wan keep on asking me about license..
wow! from i can wait to be 18 becomes i super cant wait to be 18..
saba jer fana.bersabar! less than a month more to go.. =)