and i guess everything from the start is a waste rite?
and in the end, so much of hate became love.
to me now it's more of hate became love became hate again.
as i read thru his message again and again.
for once, i couldn't control my temper.
All i felt like doing is punch his face until kemek.
i mean thats how i feel not that its ever possible.
maybe can punch but as u noe he is violent.
I felt like if i have a weapon, i would really stab him until he die.
ya! i really want him to die.
thanks for making me wait for so many months..
and now u wanna break up because we've grown apart.
that is super kental la.
dala mintak break thru message.
and the reason wah! buat org panas jer..
i swear i feel like killing him. cause he totally deserve to die.
not that im sounding lunatic. But after trying to be his faithful gf once twice thrice..
and now he makes me wait.. and now he wants to break up.
He wanted the time-out desperately.
and so i give in.
and now he wanted way over that.
to break up for growing apart.
and the way he say it it's as if i'll accept what he say.
but obviously not! because he is the one who want s the time-out.
and time-out means having your own time.
and obviously that leads to growing apart.
and that his time-out is way too long.
u see? how can i not be mad?
how can i not seem like a lunatic who wants to kill him?
i swear in the bus home from school..
i was imagining myself punching him at all angles.
i was really too out of control of my anger.
but who can control when sucha situation happens.
fuck la.. now i cant wait to meet him.
i swear i feel like pulling his hair.
burn all the things i haf about him.
and i dunt wish to noe that our relationship ever existed.
and i wont accept anything he say for sure.
cause what i see is that he only cares for himself.
selfish fucker! kau kojol pon bagos!!!!
tk pena aku geram sangat.
and now i want my money back.
and ill make sure that we're nto even friends after the breakup.
damn you wan khairullah! damn you!!!!!
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]