like my days can't get anymore exhausting.
i have to work for the weekends from 1pm to 9pm.
i hate that job.im never gonna do that again.
so many mats. so tired of standing. so boring talking the same old thing to diff customers.
and although many staff guys like ask me ' wanna go eat and blablabla '.
i really dunno. the fact that im in no mood or in no mood for guys makes me reject their offer.
so yes. i regret a little. during buke time, i sat alone at the carpark.
eat alone, smoke alone. at first it was horrible. i couldnt find any place to seat.
then there was one particular small space for me right beside this couple.
i just was trying to make myself busy looking at my hp. but as i scroll thru my msgs.
i realize im just a plain lonely girl. seriously.
so yeah, i ate alone and everything. go to the toilet. walk2 then head back for work.
i dunno. and so much of monday caboting. there's fucking UT sia. now i have to go to school.
ok y not. i just come for class for exams. ok2.
and i guess my PP ill just do it next year.
if not for this work,i could have finish it up. haiz..
and yeah, i was hoping time would go by faster you know.
it's like after the break-up, i felt like time pass so frigging slow.
although i felt like its a month since we broke up, it's only 11 days. zzzzzz..
fuck life ! fuck life! fuck life!
and yarh, i was just wondering why all the badstuff happens on puase days.
yarh. i got from ok2 times to a major drop down the drain..
now, im just trying to pull myself strong to move on and do whatever i can.
ok.time for work.another boring day alone at the carpark, i guess.
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]