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Cramp!Cramp!Cramp!

Yes. That definitely explains my life this few days.
I can't even sleep well last night.
And i had to go to the mosque in the m0rning.

Although today was full of laughter.
I can't help it that my stomach aches.
Dunno whats so funny but it's like im too lemah that i haf to laugh.

Today ehk.. Watson. Asian Food 08. Tmall buy staff. Lepak. Walk. Lepak. Grandmother hse.
watson expo sale was quite disappointing.
i wanted concealer ok... and there r oni 2 pathetic brands there.
some i forgot wad brand and a jepon or ciner brand. walao!

although the food thingee brought up my mood.
yeah. food. durh..
and lepak. lepak talk about so many things.
from religious. yerp2 to some plans this month and after puasa.

and during the lepak. mommy hp called.
i was like getting ready to say,'k2. tenga otw balek'.
and it was my auntie. and she went..
' ehk..ana da potong rambut. nak tengok.. amek gamba send la.. '..
Zzzzz.. haha! wads wif da hair thingee.
ain't everyone over with the new haircut yet?

so there goes my day. and i went to grandmama hse.
watch incredible tales.
and i weigh 48Kg. yay!!

and yes. we went in the lift. and all the buttons were pressed.
from 8th lvl to 11th.
i was scared. i really dunno y.
maybe after the incredible tales show.
den at the 11th floor the lift like shake2..
haha!. k i was scared really..
padehal my parents were just behind me.

otw home.
teserempak police bedok north.
teserempak wan & gang.
teserempak raudhah.
yeah. all at one go. haha!

i noe its gonna be long. but bear wif me.

i don't know what can be worst.
loving someone who disappoints u all the time
or loving someone and am force to leave him.

i dunno what im suppose to do.
but maybe this is an obstacle for me.
y do i love him in the first place?
y cant i move on wifout him?
maybe the only way is to change him..

i know i should have stop u from doing that.
but you're big-headed. too big-headed.

you care for yourself.
you don't respect the ones you love.
you don't have any thoughts for god.
it's like u dont haf a religion.
even i find ur religious knowledge so full of crap.

it's just time to take action.
you're just too much.
i can't believe you're still bloody ego
even though your loved ones have left you.

and what if i leave?
will u start realizing?
but this is for real..

one more step further that you go..
and in one step i'll leave.