damn. life's so boring now ya noe.
no wonder im doing stupid things again.
its like i just realise.
me and my friends.
were from the up.
and now to the down part of life.
when issit gonna be up again.?
and yeah. with whatever the shit.
im trying to go out on a date and stuff.
but really all the guys im getting are pretty fucked up.
worst than my last ex. really.
they're like literally tattoo besepar.
or piercing pn besepar.
or they are just hanyut.
and i realise im turning to be worst than i thought.
and i dont even noe what im doing in sch today.
playing drums? drawing hennas? and picking papers wif chopsticks?
really. wtf..
and i realise i really am so bored.
till to the extend of doing whatever.
and although i know the thing is bad.
its still whatever.
just bring it on..
drugs? alcohol?
seriously bring it on.
and i didnt noe getting slap feels good.
haha!
and i know just now i look like someone kene sampuk.
kepale telalu berat la.
bynk sgt fikiran also.
and i was rocking back and forth.
staring into blank space.
nah. too deep in thoughts.
really. klau aku mmg kene sampuk.
aku rase aku da tepekik tepekau.
lastly, maybe i sound different now.
but id never been in such dilemma before.
and knowing im so dman patient.
its to the extent of i dunno wat to do anymore.
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]