yes i finally get some sleep.
better sleep actually.
after that one night of bacardi white label.
and the worst part is i didnt eat the entire day.
and ate a pathetic beef burger before drinking.
itu pon tk abez suro org abezkn.
it wasnt as high anw.
but it makes me wanna sleep.
so right after that drink, i went home.
i cant believe i dnt give shit what my moms gonna say.
but i make it to the point tt it doesnt look obvious.
suck the red hacks. yuck! but it help..
and then i wash my face.
and brush my teeth.
and was about to lie down when...
fuck. tmr morning im off to school.
and i cant be a dammit hangover at all.
yeah. so i make a face and told my mom.
im feeling kinda dizzy and my stomachs seem nt right.
so she gave me the panadol.
and warm water with whatever she bace to that water.
but whatever it is i vomitted straight away.
its like theres power in whatever verse she says.
durh.alcohol..=)
since when issit right to drink that..
so far. im doing ok i guess.
like although he still pop out of nowhere.
and then my stomach starts to hurt.
i dunno y. i just realise that.
everytime i start thinking of him..
my stomach starts to hurt.
chey. im just repeating it again.
hmmm. and me n murni made a new game.
called the power of sensation.
it seems pretty true.
but to make it sound logical.
lets just say its all coincidental.
like whatever cards we pick up and its true.
its all coincidental.
it goes like you just spread the pokercards all over.
then come out with a question.
like does he love me?
or to see if it works.. try obvious qns's..
like do i love him?
and if yes, the card i pick must be below 10.
if not it will be 10 and above. till the number 2.
then dont look at the cards spreading out.
look elsewhere and have your hands do the job.
you feel here and there thru the cards..
until u feel like you're connected with this card.
seriously u will feel it.
and pick it up.
and thats ur answer there.
most of the time it work.
like out of 10, once it fails.
huhu. now i really need to have many many plans.
to fill up my days.
and i need to start going out with guys.
but its like.. i dunno.nvm..
but just give it a try.
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]