My cough seems to get worse.
I don’t seem to realize that I had skipped lunch.
And yet, he keeps on popping out in my head all the time.
There were too many questions, ifs and whys.
I seem to be adding more and more of it all the time.
I had ask many people’s opinion about him.
Some just totally get straight to an answer while others ask to reconsider.
You know, it wudnt be hard for me to ask for a break if I hadn’t love him.
But I do love him, and that task which seems so simple is really really
Tough for me.
I had ask guys opinions too.
And yeah, I got an answer alright.
It’s pretty logical though.
He wants a time-out bcause this relationship is way more deep than what he had thought it would be. He wants to check with himself and his feelings; make sure he’s ok with where he is in life and that he still exists without me by his side.
And I keep on asking why he just dun wanna break?
Why the time-out?
Really. He said it himself.
But what others had said is that
,’ Its worth keeping someone who loves you as who you are,
And never tries to change you.cause they’re hard to find. ‘..
I don’t know about that.
But what I know is im trying my best to understand him.
And be patient with him.
But when everyone starts asking me..
What if..what if he ask for a break during the time-out?
Damn. Was I dumbfounded or what..
That’s even worst than he asking for break straight wifout the time-out.
It’s like I waited for nothing..
Get super shit worried for nothing..
And about the girl thingee.
Im trying to close one eye on that..
Or even still trying to figure out an explanation for that.
Although I’ve come out with one.
Well lets be patient.
We’ll just wait and see.
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]