i can't wait till school reopens.
its like everyday im doing the same old thing.
and theres no surprises out of it.
and i just am gonna burst ..
if i think and think again about him..
every single day.
its about meeting my friends.
play taitee and chill under the blk or whoevers hse.
then go home.
play neopets. friendstering.
then think about him before i go to sleep.
worry.heartache.
and then sleep.
yes. every single day of THIS.
that's how pathetic my life is right now.
and id finally made my decision.
like they say follow your heart.
its not other people who are leading my life.
its not other people who are in love with wan.
its me. and every decision is all on me.