i feel like just telling hym every single detail of my emotions right now.
but i knew whats next to come.
which is definitely not what i want.
he would just bombard me with so many questions..
such as.. ' asl ngn u nie? '.. (well acterli esp THAT )
i know i should be telling him everything.
but he seems to be keeping sth from me.
its just he had been so fishy these days.
too fishy actually.
i really dont noe whats the next step.
am i being such a worry-wart?
ok wait.
1) he has not been meeting me for like almost 2 weeks.
2) i check his pp last 2 days and its $10.50..
and last i check it has gone down to $3.80..
wtf he did. and counting whatever msgs or calls he gave me..
was like only a pathetic 4 messages.
which is equivalent to like minus 20 cents?
( im not trying to be a stalker. but he made me do this. )
3) very very seldom he calls me or msgs.. maybe like 3 or 4 days than he wud msg..
actually been a long time since he had called. maybe a week?
4) during the pathetic 4 msgs, i ask him,' whn we gonna mit?'..
and guess wad he never replied. wtf sia. wtf!!!
5) miss called him alot. he never fail not to call back.
6) oh yes. last i knew he called was 3 days ago or 4.. at 3am..
why 3am?? sonofagun..he jolly well knows i shud be slping.
but heck i wasnt..and i caled him and he goes..
aik..blom tdo..
come on la. whats tt.. like trying to live traces everywhere
without me seeing it?
ok now my minds just blank.
dont tell me he is contacting another girl.
cause if he is i really want him to tell me straight to my face now.
instead of making me suffer this bullshit..
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]