here i am hating myself again.
i really do.
sometimes i felt like jumping out that window.
sometimes i cry without any apparent reason.
sometimes sometimes sometimes.
i just find it so hard to move on.
its killing me.
im losing weight fast.
and everyday it felt like some fucking worm is eating my heart out.
and sometimes i just felt like theres no use living anw.
maybe i sound exaggerating.
but really thats how i felt now.