im super tired and weak. super sick and angry.
its like just fuck the world man.
im not gonna show up in class with a moody face right.
so i just give up and cabot school.
fuck it. 4th time for this module.
and well im forced to show up for werk.
but my mood was so obvious.
cause i was shouting on the phone.
and my shift leader was luckily nice.
brought tissue and tried to calm me down.
although i was missing for like 40mins.
he doesn't seem to give a damn.
and theres this cargo truck at the smoking area at work.
with a 'WAN HAI'. so big.
and below it was,' we carry, we care'.
i swear its super coincidental.
we carry, we care kebabai. hah!
life's so fucked-up and miserable.
im already sick and someones trying to sabotage my happy life.
to hell with that.
and so theres this troublesome person trying to ruin my life.
act like his innocent and im exaggerating.
oh freak! come on. im a fucking innocent victim and
you, supposedly to be guilty, but annoyingly trying
to put the blame on me.
its not even a small matter. maybe it is to u.
but hey, im the victim here. i cant leave this shit alone.
but well im too lazy oredi to solve all this.
so let him be what he wants.
i cant be bothered anymore.
i do what i want and he does what he wants.
k that settles it.
hmmm. today was like about pop culture.
and now my classmates are like so wanting to pin point me..
as the minah rep. well which obviously im not!
haha. i dun care what they wanna say.
but one thing about them.
they're always there to listen to anyones probs.
it was so funny cause everyone was crowding around me.
seeing my face so moody and stuff.
nyehehe. well lucky me to have this kinda clssmates.
so gonna miss them.
cause we only haf 6 more weeks together!!
=(
yeah. theres so many plans for the 3 weeks hols and the 3 months also.
me and my frens were planning to go KL .
then go clubbing cause heard that phunk bar haf open again or sth.
not too sure bout that. n definitely can nvr miss the drinking part.
yeah one night with them and drinks.
thats just something im looking forward to.
i just need sometime out with all this probs.
super cant wait.. counting on the days when all this happens.
PS. i say what i wanna. u may discriminate all u want but heck, i dun gif a damn.