I'm like freaking stress up la. damn! when i cut my hair ystdy, it was so fark up, i just wanna smoke till i die and not realising i was speaking eng wif wani all the way. hahah! mcm weird gtu. And today with this stupid blouse and stupid haircut like kids, i just feel so shit la. and now with a freaking i-dunno-what-the-problem-is issue, im even more screwed up in the head. he just call and say i gt sth bad to tell u. n said he would call later after school. dammit! now im like trying to find any kinda faults in me and trying to explain it out to myself. well, it works but heck when i just start talking to him, my mind freaking go blank la. and i just cant say the right words. haiiz. fark-up me! its always like that. i know im right but i just wont do anything about it. how dumb. come on fana. grow up be a bitch.. chey! not! hahh. but seriously la help!!!
another random bulletin:
1. Who were you with last night?
- wani. zanna then wan.=)
2. What woke you up this morning?
- those farking lights in my room.
3. Where are you?
- in the facilitating room lor.
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
- science module? die!!
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
- erm not. yesterday only.
6. Did you have sex today?
- yalar. in my dreams sia. i wet like fark. k not!
7. In the past month, have you had sex?
- yar. those were the days i regret. see. im so dumb.
8. When's the last time you cried?
- i cant remember. i cry alot la dun wurry. sometimes i cry for fun oso. fun tau crying..
9. What were you doing at 10 lastnight?
- erm french kissing. hahah. seriously. it was at 10pm under my block. hahh!
10. What were you doing at midnightlast night?
- sleep la. poly suck up my life rite. wat to do..
11. Fat people are disgusting?
- erm frankly speaking. honestly speaking i've to agree. i mean those really fat fat ones la. haiz. poor thing.
12. Ever thrown up from a roller?
- no. whats a roller? u mean roller coaster!?! oh shit i lurve it!!
13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
- what bad thing HE had found out about me and what im gonna say to him. and also if the source he gets right or wrong. cause seriously i don't think im freaking in a wrong la.
14. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
- see first. =)
15. Where would you like to live?
- Paris.
16. What kind of home would you like?
- not too big not too small. and must be really cosy and comfy.
17. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- no idea la. just some business stuffy linking to events management or tourism/sports. chey bobal. hahh!
18. Where do you see yourself in 5years?
- married. freedom. working. thon. sex. i mean exc da last 2.
19. Who are you going to marry?
- my jodoh la bengap! if i have one..
20. who is your number one?
- number one is wan. k lame to the max. hahh!
21. who is your number two?
- wad talking you..
22. What is the longest you have gone without checking your myspace?
- i thought i dont have one but maybe i have.. hmmm...
23. who was the last person that left you a comment?
- some random pple.
24. Are you good friends with thisPerson?
- gd friends with random pple? riight..
25. How often do you log in tomyspace/friendster?
- depends la. maybe every 2 days or so. sometimes a week.
26. Favorite thing to do in the car?
- alamak. imagination gone wild la sia!! =)
27. Do you like candy necklaces?
- cuute!! like me. teehee..
28. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
- tk ingat ler. i oni can remember wani falling down afew days ago. funny shit sia!
29. Do you listen to music every day?
- durh!
30. Do you still go trick or treating?
- yalar. for rokok. hahah!
31. What was the last thing you ate?:
- nasi lemak. sedap siol!
32. Are you a fast typer?
- of course. i everyday typing sia.
33. Is it the weekend?
- no. how i wish it is... haiiz..
34. What are you doing tonight?
- no idea. i think just stay at home. but all i know is he is going to call me soon about the so called bad issue lar. fark! im scared.
35. Whats your favorite soda?:
- erm i just want ice lemon tea. jus freaking hate sodas.
36. Ever moved?
- moved??? ah yer kn je la.
37. Have you ever won an award?
- of course ah. im bloody talented freak. k not!
38. Do you do any sports or other activites that are unusual?
- yar. i play sports.
39. What do you want to do right now?
- get my presenting of my presentation slides done and over with. farking school.
40. Are you listening to music rightnow?
- no la. meeting three starting soon beb. goodbye!
“ I’m so myself & I do random things. “
Andreas [♥]