(friday night)

it was all i want to get myself away from all the shit in this farking world. love the feeling. but learnt my lesson not to be on empty stomach cause i vomit 100 plus twice sia. fark. the restless and tired feeling is still in me till now. no idea why. its like ive to move around and not sit still. thats why im loike bloody hyper for school today. just cant stand around. its like weird ah but its just happening seh. haiz. but well cant wait for the next booze day.

(today) Am i bloody too soft-hearted? damn this guilty feeling. i shudnt have done the ignorance thingee. its so not me. but i dunt understand whats the sitch now.. my minds lost btwn hym n hym. hahh. crazie as it snds bt its happening. all the crazie stuffs just happening and i dunt seem to be handling it well. maybe im nt ready for all this relationship stuff yet. i guess im wrong bout myself.

P.S maybe im just so shiok sendiri abt da guy liking me. heck. fark it. tink i need more booze anytime soon. =)